What Went Wrong?

How did evil and suffering come into the world?     

Here is the usual answer that Christians will tell you:

Adam and Eve disobeyed God.

Therefore God punished them with suffering and death.

God can't stand to be in the presence of sin.

Our ancestors, Adam and Eve, sinned.

Therefore they had to be sent out of the Garden of Eden,

away from the presence of God.

But the Bible shows that God can stand to be in the presence of sin.

For example:

1. In the book of Revelation Satan is called

"the accuser of our brothers and sisters before our God day and night"

(Rev. 12.10; cf. Job 1.6ff, 2.1ff; 1 Kgs 22.19-23).

2. In Psalm 82 we see a picture of God on his throne.

God is having a face-to-face argument with the angels in his heavenly court.

God accuses the powerful angels of mistreating people and acting unjustly.

To take another kind of example:

Jesus says, "The person who has seen me has seen the Father" (Jn 14:9).

This means, if you want to know what the Father is like,

then look at Jesus and he will show you.

Could Jesus stand being around sinful people?

I think the answer to this is clearly yes.

Jesus not only could stand being around sinners—

He in fact reached out to them all the time.

He searched for them and brought them back to God through himself.

So there is something wrong with the usual answer to the question,

"How did suffering and death come into the world?".

We need to stop passing around the same old explanations.

Instead we should question and weigh them using the Scriptures.

So let's stop and look deeper into this question together.

I would like to begin with these questions:

What is "sin"?

How does sin destroy the relationship between people and God?

My opinion is that the original sin is envy.

Envy is when created beings choose to get offended at their creator,

even though God has shown them nothing but pure love.

The created being that chooses envy towards God

also envies all its fellow created beings.

This is because somehow, turning against your creator

makes you turn against everything that is made by your creator.

Envy is baseless hatred.

It is holding a bad attitude, an ill will,

towards another person who has done nothing against you.

Envy is seen every day in our society.

We see envy every time we see someone get bitter

simply because some good thing has come to another person.

It may be a good job, a raise, a new car, clothes, a relationship.

Instead of being happy for the person,

I act as though they did something wrong,

and I feel sorry for myself.

For human beings, the original envy happens in the Garden of Eden.

The serpent says to Eve,

The fruit of this tree is something good that God has, but you don't have!

"So what?", she might have replied.

So God has something good that I don't have.

If it were good for me, God would have given it to me.

I know that God loves me.

No doubt it is good for God, but not for me.

That must be why God doesn't want me to eat that fruit.

Why should I be offended?

God has something that is good for him but not for me.

Eve only went along with the serpent because she fell into envy.

Envy is irrational, senseless.

Suppose I have plenty of good things.

I see that another person gets some good thing that I don't happen to possess.

Why should I feel wronged?

The answer is, I don't have to.

I could just as easily be happy for the person.

And if I need that thing, I can pray for it (Jas. 4:1-3!).

At rock bottom, envy turns out to be an offense over nothing.

At its root envy is an offense that another has good.

It is not (as we usually think of it) an offense that I do not have good.

But since envy is an offense that another has good,

that is to say that it is simply ill will towards the other.

Envy is unhappiness to see another person prosper.

Love is the free desire for the well-being of the other.

It is a good will towards them.

Thus envy is the opposite of love.

Jesus calls envy the "evil eye".

The health or sickness of your eye represents your attitude towards another person.

The person might either be God or a created being.

To look on another with an "evil eye" is hate them,

to want them not to do well.

Jesus said:

The eye is the lamp of the body.

If your eye is good, then your whole body will be full of light.

But if your eye is evil, then your whole body will be full of darkness.

Therefore, if the light that is in you is darkness, then that is quite a darkness!

(Mt. 6.23).
 

Jesus also told the parable (story) of the workers in the vineyard:
 

Some workers were hired about an hour from the end of the day.

They still got a full day's pay.

So when those came who were hired at the beginning of the day,

they expected to get more.

But each one of them got the normal day's pay too.

When they got it, they started to complain against the owner, saying:

These men have just worked one hour,

and you have made them equal to us!

We did most of the work and endured the hottest part of the day!

But he said to them, Friend, I am not being unfair to you.

Didn't you agree to work for the normal pay for a day?

Take your pay and go.

I want to give those who were hired last the same as I gave you.

Don't I have the right to do whatever I choose with my own money?

Or is your eye evil because I am good?

(Mt. 20.15).
 

Envy, as I said, is the complete opposite of love:
 

Love is an good will towards someone that they did nothing to deserve;

Envy is an ill will towards someone that they did nothing to deserve.
 

In the parable you just read, the owner shows love, a good will.

Some workers never got a job all day long, but only at the end.

But the owner still gives them enough pay to feed their families that evening.

Sadly, the owner's generosity becomes an excuse for bitterness.

The all-day workers resent both the owner and the one-hour workers.

It is not because they have done anything wrong—

it is because the all-day workers have an "evil eye".

They suffer from a deep-rooted attitude of stinginess with good.

They are unhappy that grace has been given to another creature.

They do not know what love is.

Envy is often at the root of murder. For example:

Cain resented Abel and murdered him.

This murder did not happen because Abel had done anything against Cain.

It only happened because Abel had received something good: God's approval.

(See Genesis 4).

In summary, envy is mindless, groundless hatred.

It is the deepest, most fundamental sin.

Human envy created the original tearing of relationship between people and God.

Envy is why Jesus, God's Son, was crucified (Jn 15:25).

Envy is also at the root of all sorts of mindless human resentments.

For example: racism, classism, nationalism, sexism, and so on.

That's the first part of my answer to the question, "What is sin?".

The second part starts off with the fact that envy breaks relationship with God.

From there, it goes on to ask:

What destructive ways of living do human beings get into,

when they try to live outside of relationship with God?

For there are actually two kinds of sin.

The first kind is envy, as we just saw.

The other kind of sin is idolatry.

There is a close relationship between these two kinds of sin.

The relationship is shown when God says through Jeremiah,

"My people have committed two sins:

They have rejected me, their artesian spring,

and they have dug cisterns for themselves, cracked cisterns that cannot hold water."

(Jer. 2:13)

An artesian spring is one that bubbles up right out of the ground.

You don't have to pump the water or draw it up from a well.

The water is free and pure and clean.

A cistern, on the other hand, is a thing built by human beings.

It is a big container for storing rainwater.

It often leaks, and the water goes stagnant.

I will now explain the second kind of sin: addiction.

In the Bible, addiction is known as idolatry,

Which means, worship or dependence on other things in the place of God.

Envy cuts off the flow of relationship between human beings and God,

and this creates a whole chain of results.

Here is the way it goes.

Human beings turn to a state of envy, that is, enmity, against God.

In this state they try to avoid accepting the gifts of God.

They may do this knowingly or unknowingly.

In either case they starve themselves of God's gifts for their spiritual needs.

Therefore they live in a state of spiritual hunger.

To satisfy their hunger, they try to meet their needs without God.

But it is not possible.

So what happens is, they get trapped into sick patterns of living.

They are trying to feed themselves without God,

but the spiritual food they gather doesn't fill them up.

In fact, it makes them feel worse.

And that's because it is the wrong kind of food.

But they keep trying and trying.

For all their effort, they fall far short of the plan God has for their well-being.

They continuously hurt themselves.

They also hurt one another, other living things, and the earth itself.

This is the real meaning of idolatry/addiction:

Searching for, or trying to create, spiritual food in every direction except for God.

Addiction can never meet the needs of those who embrace it.

If people do not turn to God,

they will never satisfy their thirst with things from the creation and from themselves.

There are various kinds of addiction.

To understand them, we have to know the kinds of spiritual food that they try to replace.

An addiction is a counterfeit, phony money.

An addiction is a substitute for God or of something good that comes from God.

What we need to do next is to name the essential needs of human beings—

needs that can only be met in right relationship with God.

Then we can see the imitations for what they are.

Then we will clearly see the cause of people's unconscious addiction.

I take my clue from Paul the Apostle.

Paul says there are three good things that last forever:

Faith, Hope and Love (see 1 Corinthians 13).

Paul says these things will always be there,

even when everything else we know about being human has passed away.

These are the undying values of God.

All other things are secondary or relative values that change.

Everything else changes—

from time to time,

from place to place,

from culture to culture,

or from person to person.

Human beings will always need faith, hope and love.

And we will always have these, in God, forever.

So what are faith, hope and love?

And how do they supply our needs?

To Love is to value the life another being.

To love is to relate to another on the basis of the fact that you value them.

To love someone is—

to esteem them,

to value them,

to be committed to their well-being.

Human beings are created with a deep need to have a sense of their own esteem.

They are created as God's own children.

Therefore they cannot meet that need without receiving and knowing God's love.

The love of God is given out

through the Holy Spirit,

through the whole creation,

and through other human beings.

To have Faith is to trust what is outside your control.

God is totally outside our control.

Yet God is faithful and trustworthy.

This is exactly because God loves us and esteems us.

Therefore God is the first and most important receiver of our faith.

Human beings are created with a deep need for a sense of security.

(Security is the inner knowledge that I can rest in trust).

Because we are created as God's own children,

we can never reach a sense of security without God.

To be secure we need to know and depend on God's trustworthiness.

To Hope is to have the motivation to expend energy and take risks,

even when there is no immediate repayment.

Think of it like this.

Whales fill their lungs with air and dive down to do their hunting or traveling.

God has designed human beings in a similar way:

They also are able to expend themselves.

They can do this because they know they will recover what they have expended.

God is the great hope of all things.

God is the one who teaches all things in creation to hope.

Hope is motivation for living in the present that is rooted in future good.

Human beings are created with a deep need for hope.

Therefore, when human beings reject God, their hope dies.

We have seen that without God, all beings starve of faith, hope and love.

I am now going to describe the second kind of sin, addiction.

John the apostle sums up his whole first letter by saying,

"Little children, keep yourself from idols" (1 Jn 5.21).

Idolatry and addiction are pretty much the same thing.

In the same letter John in presents the love of God over against three forms of idolatry:

Don't love the world or anything in the world.

If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.

Because everything in the world,

the lust of the flesh,

the lust of the eyes,

and the pride of life,

does not come from the Father but from the world.

The world and its various lusts will perish.

But the person who does the will of God lives forever.

(1 Jn 2.15-17)

This is one of the key verses of the whole Bible.

John has here named the three great idols/addictions.

With these addictions "the world" attempts to replace faith, hope and love.

By "the world", John means human society standing against God.

Thus John is not saying that we should not
love
and value
and be grateful for God's creation.

He means that we are not to love the value-system of the human "world".

This value-system rejects God, and is very sick.

No wonder!

It tries to feed itself on things that are not food (Isa. 55:1-3):

The lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life.

The "lust of the flesh" is the addiction that tries to replace Hope.

Apart from God, a human being is unable to find motivation.

Without God, people have no strength to invest selflessly in the future.

So it is that the lust of the flesh despairs of future good.

Instead, it seeks instant enjoyment or pleasure:

"Let's eat, drink and enjoy ourselves, for tomorrow we die."

(Isa. 22:13; 1 Cor. 15:32)

This is the voice of despair.

But it's not supposed to be that way.

God builds pleasure and enjoyment into the universe.

When we relate rightly to our fellow beings, good feelings come.

Our bodies are happy when we live in harmony with God and our fellow creatures.

The lust of the flesh short-circuits the gifts of God.

It seeks pleasure (or sometimes just intensity) directly,

And it avoids the building of good relationships.

It says, "I'd like a piece of that."

Lust of the flesh is the seeking of sensation for its own sake.

It does not seek the good thing that brings sensation along with it as a free gift.

Most of what we call addiction can be understood this way.

The addicted person is a slave to the lust of the flesh.

The "lust of the eyes" tries to replace Faith.

The person of faith continuously trusts God.

Trusting God, they also trust God's creation to meet their needs .

"Give us the food we need for today", the Lord’s Prayer (Mt. 6:11; Lk. 11:3).

The faithless person tries to reach a sense of security by hoarding resources.

They try to feel secure by controlling things outside themselves.

(See Mt. 6.19-21, 24-34.)

This, like the lust of the flesh, is false nutrition.

Control and hoarding leave a person hungry all the time.

People who are addicted to the lust of the eyes are constantly "shopping".

Sometimes it is literal shopping, sometimes only fantasy.

But in either case they are never satisfied.

They are constantly "on the lookout" (remember, lust of the eyes).

They are craving for something new that will make them feel secure:

new possessions,

new things,

new people,

and new "territories" that they can bring under their control.

Sadly, "getting" something or someone does not result in real security.

So such people leave a trail of litter behind them—

broken and abandoned things, territories and people.

(The Bible story of Amnon and Tamar in 2 Sam. 13 is a perfect example of the "lust of the eyes".)

The "pride of life" attempts to replace Love.

God's love gives us a deep-rooted sense of our own loveableness, esteem and value.

But without God, we are constantly desperate to fill an inner hole in our self-esteem.

The person who serves the idol of (is addicted to) the pride of life tries another way to reach esteem.

They compare their value to another created being, at the expense of that being.

Pride competes.

Pride seeks a sense of value and status by stepping on the heads of others.

It puts other beings down, rather than valuing them for their own sake.

Jesus tells a story of a Pharisee who is a pride addict.

He prays,

"God, I thank you that I am not like other people!" (Lk. 18:9-14).

The Pharisee takes his sense of personal value from an illusion:

that he is worth more, that he is "more worthy", than others.

Paul speaks in various places of "boasting" (bragging).

Boasting is pride acting out.

The typical boast looks like this:

"I am or have such-and-such, therefore I am better than you [or him, or her, or them]".

Pride, like the other two forms of addiction, does not satisfy.

When I am addicted to pride, I go around in a circle.

I am always trying to get better than I was or to become better than others.

But I only find that the hole in my self worth is not filled.

I don't feel any better about myself in the long run.

Just the opposite: I feel empty.

Pride, in despising others, cannot escape despising itself.

There is no cure for the emptiness of pride but to accept God's love.

You have to come before God with nothing but yourself, just as you are.

With no big claims, no big ambitions to pump you up.

In that place, called "humility", you can accept God's total, free esteem (Jas. 4:6-10).

Here is a little table that summarizes the things I have just been saying:

Right Attitude:

Faith

Hope

Love

Good Effect:

feeling of security

ability to expend yourself and take risks

knowing you are accepted

Replacement Idol/Addiction:

lust of eyes

lust of flesh

pride of life

Bad Effect:

constant insecurity

despair, bad health

constant self-rejection


 

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